Before i’m going to sleep, I want let you know I do love you
I’m not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I’m just tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on for nothing. I’m tired of you proving me wrong every time. I’m tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.
I don’t know if you’ll read this but if you do, I just want to let you know that you put this smile on my face. I’ve never been this happy in my live before. You mean so much to me & I stay and always love you.
I thought I already have been through the worst day of my life, it turns out that was just a warm up.
Or you know, you just break my heart. That’s cool too.
I can feel you forgetting me.
I always knew I’d look back on my tears and laugh, but I never knew I’d look back on my laughter and cry